Watching Movie = Lesson Learned

So I just got done watching Why Did I Get Married Too? By Tyler Perry. And boy was it heart wrenching. I love how Tyler Perry puts messages in his movies to make us think about how we live our lives and how to make them better. I was so deeply hurt when Gavin died and everything they had been through it just didn't seem fair that Pat be left in the world alone. She was so crazy about the money but really I don't even think it was about him taking the money that she was pissed about. I think it was more that she was upset he was leaving at all. She didn't show him she loved him like she should have and he never talked about it or asked about it like he should have. You should never let pride stand between you and your spouse. Marriage is a thing of rarity and everyone who takes those wedding vows should get to know the person their dating and communicate. They say never go to bed mad. Well, I say go to bed mad. But make sure when you wake up in the morning that you realize what you fell in love with that person for because everyone is going to fight but not everyone knows how to handle it. Divorce is the wussy way out, plain and simple. Be strong and be dedicated and love like you have no tomorrow because tomorrow may never come. Love, Peace, and Eternity! Cause Love makes the world go round, peace makes you happy, and Eternity is what you have left once you die so make sure your good when you leave.

Things suck.....

I have a boyfriend now.... yeah not supposed to be lonely right? ha wrong.... :( I love him and he is so amazing to me. But the things we argue about are so stupid! His mother doesn't even want to meet me only because I have a child. She needs to get over it and you know what he needs to stop being a chicken and stand up to her. So because he's such a chicken liver he can't take me around his family members. I say can't lightly. I mean he WONT! I wish he would grow up and grow a pair cause I'm tired of dating people who won't stand up for some one they supposedly "love". So yeah we got into that big argument tonight and I swear to God I'm waiting to see if he texts me or not and I'm not going to be the one who texts first no matter what! I'm done worrying about it and I'm tired of worrying about it.

Another thing that got my goat today that I wish I could really let out this load of hatred on is my best friends step-daughter. Yeah, she had the nerve to tell Sylvia she doesn't want Sylvia to let me babysit Sylvia's 4-month old son Cam anymore because apparently this 14 year old child thinks I would kill him with neglect. I love Cam like my own son. Kyler is a year and a half and alive and healthy. He is happy and I have done a better job than she could ever do. She thinks she can tell me how to be a parent well I'm contemplating showing her the force a muscle can have when thrown at another person in a smacking rotation. She doesn't know anything about kids and not to mention the last time she "watched" him he was sleeping in the backroom while she was listening to her Ipod with her headphones in her ears with the music so loud you would never know if he was choking to death. I have never and will never do that with Sylvia's child, my child, my future children, or any other person's child as a matter off fact. So yeah. A bad day today and Im tired of people. Idiotic people, at that. My boyfriend needs to learn how to grow a pair and my best friend's 14 year old daughter needs to learn her place and shut the hell up!