Happy Happy Day

So much has happened in the last couple of months since March. Not really. I have learned that you don't need a man to be happy. I have quit trying to look for happiness in the hands of men and honestly I think this has been the best thing to happen to me. I have been on a couple dates and yes some of them have spoken to me since and some don't text me the next day but I have stopped expecting every date I go on to be "the one". Unfortunately, it took me this long to realize there is no such thing as "the one" because its just cliche'. You need to find someone compatible to you. They won't be perfect but who likes perfect? Makes for a hopeless relationship that will never uplift you. So in the last 24 almost 25 years, I am glad I have come to this solution. So cheers to a happy future that I am in control over.

Who Knew One Kiss Could Make Your World Crash Down?

I think I screwed up. Figured I would go out and take a chance on someone and then I got bombed. Not only has he not messaged me back or texted me but he hasn't even logged in to WoW. Maybe he is asleep but Jesus he fell asleep at like 1130 last night so he is going to sleep till 3? Is he really that tired? Is he busy or really ignoring me? I figured after such a great weekend (that was absent from sex, yes) that he would be more than willing to continue it. I don't know. He was the one more after a relationship with me for the past 2 years than I was and when I finally give in and go see him he leaves me hanging. Maybe I am just over-obsessing but I can't help what I feel. And usually my gut feeling is right. So not only did I ruin a potential relationship, I ruined a wonderful friendship. I should have just left it alone. Who knew one kiss could make your whole world crash down.